Sorry but most of my post contains thoughts of deviating.. i keep saying that everyday is a battle inside my head.. a battle against my willpower to say no, against lethargy in preparing meals, against office treats, against slipping for the "reason"..
Everyday is a battle..
Should I just give in this one time and learn the lesson first hand? I havent deviated intentionally (yet) as I've read in posts in the forum that deviating is not worth the setback you are putting yourself into..
Really? As they say, today I may lose the battle but not the whole war...
Just one deliberate deviation.. that crispy chocolate espresso ice cream, those kinder bars, a whole tub of pringles salt, dahl fry, aloo paratha or those bonchon wings and garlic fried rice.. all in just one day.. like a cheat day...
Sigh.. I know this is all wishful thinking.. I will not let myself fail by giving in..
These two in my head:
Angel: Good girl!
Demon: Chicken shit! :D
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