Root canal process started today.. :/
Oh and I got my period today! Well, some spotting.. My period stopped after the 1st month I was on plan..So maybe that explains the extreme choco cravings?? yikes.. and Im still craving btw, could be a part of detox but I so want a bag of Cheetos Cheese right now!!
Knowing that its just day 2, makes it easier for me to reason with myself to deviate.. That Im just undoing 1 day of hard work, I would feel less guilty, than give in 3 days later..
Jeez!
my other 2 friends back home also started deviating after 2 months.. this is really not easy..
cant stop thinking about those damn Cheetos!!! should I just opt for the lesser evil and buy me some Provita's to binge on?? oh the things that are going on inside my head!!!
I dont know how much more I can reason with my cravings.. and this is me with a slightly hurting tooth and a mild headache..
Its 2PM, and IM HUNGRRRRYYYY!!! WHY AM I SO HUNGRY?! (and so whiny? :D)
Ok come to think of it, everytime Im craving anything, it makes it all alright once I have the food.. the craving is satisfied, thus I feel better for it..
by 3:30.. I gave in to the cravings until evening.. :'(
dissapointed, but will not slink away.. I will admit to every single deviation until I whip myself back into shape.
Day 2, not DV free.
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