DDay 10-11: Tougher than I though

Dissapointment. I gave in.

Afternoon of Day 10, I gave in to my friend's cooking. Probably, I got curious on how that Ukranian pancake would taste like. :( I had 1.5 pancakes, a quinoa beetroot salad with pine nuts and goat cheese, 4spoonfuls of rice and lentils. It was yummmy..

When i reach the bfs place.. braai.. Had a tiny piece of roasted potato and a chicken leg.  I also ate Combos :/

Come next day, deviated again. Breakfast was good. Then went for movies, and had my own small tub of caramel popcorn, munched on combos, all through the afternoon and night (but didnt finish the small pack), had a cup of the quinoa salad, shared a pint of Ben and Jerry's with the bf..

Junk of a weekend.. argh..

Dissapointment.. :'( and Ive got only myself to blame.

ADay 3: :(

After 2 days of being good.. I've fallen today.

Had my breakfast as usual

Then by noon time, the cakes came in.. Everyone is saying, "have a piece.. have a piece.." I kept saying no.. but by the time the brought in the ice cream cake.. found myself reaching for a piece and the celebrant was more than happy to give me a good slice.

:'( I am so dissapointed at myself.

And i felt the pinch in my waist straight away.. jeez..

Why is it so difficult to start again!?!??!?!!? shit!

Day of Doom.. and its just noon. Will update this post later on how my day went, I plan to eat my Cohen meals as if nothing happened..

Update: Im so pissed at myself, I didnt have lunch.. just munched on some more choccies..

And in the evening.. i ordered Katsudon from Sumo.. ate it while watching Friends..

destructive habits starting to show up....

ADay 3, Not DV free.