I decided not to move on to FDays coz I usually consider my attempt as failed when it has been more than a week of being out of the program, so I still am in my E set.
I've decided to give the CD 15 days more. Otherwise, I really do need a new plan. And in this 15 days i need to declare what goal is most important to me... and define the things I can let go, and those that I need to do in order to achieve that goal.
I will be off for 9 days. There will be socializing during those days. Im still in a bit rocky stage with my friend that socializing with her is important. But, I am starting to find ways to fill in those days and not be idle.
Also I've noticed, its much more difficult for me to be on plan when I am at the bf's house. Its not because they are tempting me, but because they are stopping me to eat outside the plan as part of helping me out. I found out, that this is not a way to keep me on plan, the more they tell me "No" the more I want to eat outside the plan. But when they offer, I keep saying "No"
:D am I a child or what?? Blame it on the only child syndrome.. And when they are not looking, I keep eating what is not allowed. stupid rebellion.. :D
I think TOM is just around the corner.. Im feeling quiet heavy for the past 2 days... like Im dragging myself.. lower tummy heavy too..
:/ Why does it have to be like this every month? Isnt it enough that having your period flowing on its on uncomfortable enough? :/ *rant over*
Trying to take this one day at a time and going on about my day as usual. I am still registered on the challenge, but as I said, Im giving the CD 15 more days.. So lets see by then.
EDay10-12: DF. thats 3 days!
Let the long holiday begin!
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