Daily Temptations List 2

Restarting this list:

36th Day: Lays chips, Spicy Mixed Nuts, Pizza
42nd Day: Local sweets... nomm.. :/


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My previous list was so long I think its boring :D So Im creating a new one.. these are all the food /treats made available to everyone for the taking. Just so many treats from the office!

EDay 1: None
EDay 2: Carrot cake, bowlful of Lindt chocoballs, muffins for everyone!- colleagues birthday
EDay 3: A box of cookies and cream polvorons just for me - given by a colleague.. loot bag started
EDay 4: A farewell party for 3 ppl.. All that indian food!
EDay 5: 3 Honey cakes for our GMs birthday
EDay 6-7: Weekend
EDay 8: None
EDay 9: AM Muffins, cookies, snickers for everyone / PM: Birthday cake for a colleague
EDay 10: Mango birthday cake for a colleague /  Nestle Crunch from a colleague who came from US (new loot bag started)
EDay 11: Mozartkulgen pack just for me from the tourism board :) I gave this away to colleagues and kept 4 pcs for my loot bag
EDay 12: Tapioca chips, some italian sweets and white chocolate cake huge enough to feed the entire office
EDay 13-14: Weekend
Eday 15-21: Off from work
Eday 23: Receive a pack of cashews from my colleague's home town (aint he sweet!).. I love cashews! But this will have to stay with the rest of my loot

EDay 13-14: So far so good..

So far.

Im not gonna say DV free coz on EDay 14, i cooked for the ppl in the bfs house. Its a dish from my home country and none of them have tried it. So i had to taste it, coz they wouldnt know if its right or wrong.

And i messed it up! Hahahaha i underestimated the power of the tomato paste so the it was too thick. I tried it myself on half a teaspoon with a bit of white rice to see if will at least taste better. It was alright.

Luckily, it reminded them of the stuff that makes up bunny chow :D . They were gracious. about it coz I never cooked for anyone before.. NEVER. so it was all good.

Best thing, i didnt eat. Just that taste... i ate cauliflower fried rice with minced beef.

The only thing missing are my vitamins. I keep forgetting to take them.

All meals taken on time. Fruits, crackers too. Ive been consuming 3 DCs per day though just to get by cravings.

EDay 10-12: On to 15 Days

I decided not to move on to FDays coz I usually consider my attempt as failed when it has been more than a week of being out of the program, so I still am in my E set.

I've decided to give the CD 15 days more. Otherwise, I really do need a new plan. And in this 15 days i need to declare what goal is most important to me... and define the things I can let go, and those that I need to do in order to achieve that goal.

I will be off for 9 days. There will be socializing during those days. Im still in a bit rocky stage with my friend that socializing with her is important. But, I am starting to find ways to fill in those days and not be idle.

Also I've noticed, its much more difficult for me to be on plan when I am at the bf's house. Its not because they are tempting me, but because they are stopping me to eat outside the plan as part of helping me out. I found out, that this is not a way to keep me on plan, the more they tell me "No" the more I want to eat outside the plan. But when they offer, I keep saying "No"

:D am I a child or what?? Blame it on the only child syndrome.. And when they are not looking, I keep eating what is not allowed. stupid rebellion.. :D

I think TOM is just around the corner.. Im feeling quiet heavy for the past 2 days... like Im dragging myself.. lower tummy heavy too..

:/ Why does it have to be like this every month? Isnt it enough that having your period flowing on its on uncomfortable enough? :/ *rant over*

Trying to take this one day at a time and going on about my day as usual. I am still registered on the challenge, but as I said, Im giving the CD 15 more days.. So lets see by then.

EDay10-12: DF. thats 3 days!

Let the long holiday begin!